Literally? It’s been healthy, and hey, it’s still beating.
To me? It’s been all over the place. Basically it’s just been one big mess of emotions with a daily dose of upbeat moments here and there.
Sad thing is no one’s really to blame. I blame myself for most of the feelings that go rampaging inside of me.
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I’m in love right now.
He’s the first guy I’ve ever fallen for, and I want him to be my last ♥
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Ohgosh, a lot of things can make me happy. Let’s see…
This is going to sound lame since everyone probably says this, but my friends make me happy, most of the time at least, lmao. My cousin too! Although she can be real bitchy to me at times, and pretty annoying, I always have the best laughs with her over nothing, no one will ever be able to understand our sense of humor :)
Then of course there are the typical and materialistic things, but I’m not going to name then cause then this post will go on forever, lol.
Something not said very often that makes me happy? When I finish reading a book that I enjoyed a lot, randomly doodling and ending up with a pretty cool drawing when I’m done, getting funny/cute/sweet, or whatever kind of voice messages on my cell, and surprises! They don’t have to be anything extravagent, little ones are great too, like randomly surprising me with stickers :)
I saved the best for last! What makes me the most happiest is my boyfriend, I know, it sounds cliche, but hey, it’s true :$ Even when I’m upset with him I can’t help but still be happy while I’m with him. It’s so frustrating! I try to stay mad at times, but it goes away so easily.. We don’t even have to be doing anything with each other when we’re together, he could be on his Xbox playing video games while I’m laying on his bed watching shows online and I’d be happy. Just having him there near me makes me happy :$ ♥
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There are a few people I can think of, but I’d rather not talk about it on here. So other than those few people, I’m also really disappointed in myself. I told myself over and over again that I’d do much better this year, and I was at first, but now I’m kind of going down… It’s still early in the year though, and I can still make change, I know I will.
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I don’t think I could ever find it in me to intentionally break someone’s heart… But yes, I have broken someone’s heart before.
It was one of the hardest things for me to do, no, not because I was madly in love with the person, or not because I really liked him, it was because I knew how badly it would hurt him if I did what I did.
I’m glad though, it’s all in the past, and although we barely talk much now, we’re still on friendly terms, even though it took over a year for it to happen.
And with the guy I’m with now, I don’t ever want to see him heart-broken, it’d hurt me too just to see him that way. Besides, we’re going to be together forever and ever, so it’s never going to come down to that :)
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I’ve had my sad days in a relationship where I’ve cried a few times, and when I get really scared that something is going to happen that will make me feel heart broken, but as close as I might have thought I was to getting my heart broken, it’s never actually happened to me.
And with the relationship that I’m in now, I really do hope that it doesn’t come down to this, because as cheesy as this sounds, I want this one to last forever.
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Nope! But let me say one thing, if you’re ever the “other person” in a relationship, tell whoever you’re dating it’s either only you, or no one else. If they make up some bullshit like,
“Oh baby, you know I’d choose you, but I can’t leave _______ just yet, you know that.”
BULLLLLFUCKKINNNGSHIITTTTT! Drop kick that ass and find someone who doesn’t make up excuses, someone who’ll choose you over any other person. You don’t deserve to be in some messed up relationship with two other people, one who doesn’t even know who you are, and the other who’s stringing you on probably just as a back-up, or for some extra fun. You deserve better than that.
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There’s probably a bunch of things that I could be happy about right now, but there’s always that one lingering thought on your mind that has to fuck everything up.
I really need to get out of the house for tonight just to take my mind off of things for a bit, or at the very least, I don’t want to be home by myself without someone to talk to.
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I never was in love with my ex. I’m not too sure I was even attracted to him in that way either, not that he wasn’t good-looking, but I guess that whole feeling of knowing that you like a person wasn’t there for me. I think I was just confused about us because of our friendship, and then it got all jumbled up when he asked me out and I said yes. I couldn’t tell if I was dating him because I actually liked him in that way, or if it was because we were really good friends and I thought sure, let’s give it a shot.
I know now though.. Aha. I don’t even know if what I just typed makes any sense, I keep re-reading it and it sounds so confusing, lmao :l
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I wouldn’t date a guy who did hard drugs, but I wouldn’t judge him because of it either, if that makes any sense..
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LOOOOOL… No.
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No one knows me inside and out. I don’t even think that there’s a single person who comes close to knowing me that well.
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I can think of a few, but I’m not sure which I’d choose…
I’m also not sure whether I’d want to repeat the same night over and over again. The idea of it sounds wonderful, but every now and then I’d like to do new and exciting things rather than the same old things, it makes life more fun that way.
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Nothing at all, I’ve already got him, and I plan on keeping him for as long as I can ♥
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