I don’t think you understand exactly how much that one night has effected me.. Yeah, I should forgive and forget, it was a one time thing, or so you say it was, but it hurt, it hurt a lot. Most of the time I don’t think about it, but whenever something comes up that reminds me of it, it makes me wish I never found out in the first place, cause this pain that comes and goes is starting to feel unbearable.

I don’t want your pity

Why do I even still bother trying.